Thursday 10 September 2020

covid

These are truly unprecedented times.  The world is going through something we never could have imagined. 

In March of 2020, the World Health Organization declared Covid-19, the novel Coronavirus, to be a pandemic.  Canadians and people worldwide are asked to stay home, wash their hands and social distance (staying at least 6 feet apart from other people).  It's been 5 weeks since I last worked - wait, no - I was on a temporary leave of absence from work for almost 3 months.  Everyone was told to stay home to flatten the curve and slow the spread. Everything was closed except essential services.

Over the first few weeks I was scared. I have MS and I take immunomodulating medications and that would put me more at risk? The fear changed to denial, next depression and lastly acceptance - there was nothing I more I could do...

I stayed home.  I watched a lot of TV. My days were scheduled around what was airing - Good Morning America, Live with Kelly and Ryan, Ellen, Dr. Oz, Detroit news, Toronto news, local news - all of the news. In between those shows I watched every episode the 90 day fiancĂ© franchise had out.  I also started and finished many different series' on Netflix. To keep occupied I would work out, go for walks through the cemetery, work on puzzles, played video games, cooked, coloured, read, worked on crafts, drank a lot of coffee, and facetimed friends and family.

I didn't even step into a store for the first two months. I ordered groceries from Walmart and did curb side pick up. As soon as I got home I wiped down EVERY SINGLE THING with a lysol wipe (*lysol wipes were impossible to buy, along with hand sanitizer and face masks).  The grocery bags went into quarantine and I didn't touch them for a few days.  If I had to take my garbage out, I would put a plastic bag on my hand to open the door and chute and immediately washed my hands after throwing it away. I wanted to make sure I wasn't bringing the virus home through things I touched.

My first real outing was to Shoppers Drug Mart. I had to go to the post office. I remember how stressed I was that day...my glasses were foggy, I was hyperventilating and struggling to breathe. People weren't following the arrows and I was trying to hard to not get close to them. I avoided touching anything that I wasn't going to buy. I remember walking out and ripping my mask off in my car, sanitized my hands and took a huge deep breath. I survived it.

We're almost 6 months into the pandemic now. Masks are mandatory wherever you go. You need to sanitize as soon as you walk into a building. Outdoor gatherings are preferred.

This is our new normal. This might be our new normal for a while.